Oh, love. I cried. Just - I absolutely cried. First of all, congratulations, because what a major thing, and what an absolute trial to go through. It's always worth it, but I'm sure you are feeling every emotion known to humankind.
I'm glad you did share this. It's scary and raw, but I FELT that fear and raw emotion. It also reminded me of the hell it took to have my one living child - my son, who is now 9. So many losses, so many rounds of treatments, so many tens of thousands of dollars, so many pregnancy tests tossed into the trash can, and then, so many rounds of labs and fetal monitoring and months of bed rest - for this one, perfect living boy, whom I wouldn't trade for the world. Your son will be the same. No matter what, it will have all been worth it, and I ONLY have hope for you. Your numbers really are going up, and that's wonderful!
This is a very raw, real entry. Thank you for sharing it, and please - at any time, feel free to DM me to chat. I'm here to listen and to offer you support. <3
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Date: 2020-11-28 09:07 pm (UTC)I'm glad you did share this. It's scary and raw, but I FELT that fear and raw emotion. It also reminded me of the hell it took to have my one living child - my son, who is now 9. So many losses, so many rounds of treatments, so many tens of thousands of dollars, so many pregnancy tests tossed into the trash can, and then, so many rounds of labs and fetal monitoring and months of bed rest - for this one, perfect living boy, whom I wouldn't trade for the world. Your son will be the same. No matter what, it will have all been worth it, and I ONLY have hope for you. Your numbers really are going up, and that's wonderful!
This is a very raw, real entry. Thank you for sharing it, and please - at any time, feel free to DM me to chat. I'm here to listen and to offer you support. <3